“I don’t wanna work, I just wanna bang on the drum all day.”

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Gross Sherries


Almond Milk
2% Milk
Coconut Milk
Half & Half

Brown-n-Serve Turkey sausages

LL Raisin Bran
LL Mini-Wheats
LL Rice Chex

LL Grape Juice 1-gal
WATER – 6 gals
LL Tortilla Chips
LL BBQ corn chips

~Other Store~
Paper Towels (select-a-size)
Epsom Salts
Baking Soda (Big Box)

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Lens of Consciousness

Here, perhaps I touch on one of the most critical facets (fastest?) :-? on how us hoomans actually exist in a space.

I’ve approached this point from a couple of different directions over the years; maybe y’all can try some on for size:


Our thoughts and interpretations (The Lens of Consciousness) compose a feedback loop to change the shape of the lens, i.e. our Point Of View (POV). This in turn determines, both literally AND figuratively, how one sees a thing.

Perhaps we could see this Lens traveling through an Infinite Mosaic of 3D realities, many of which bear a striking resemblance to your kitchen, or your work area, or the Driver Seat.

BTW, Bashar is da bom! :-bd

As your lens changes shape, the points behind and in front of you (in time) move closer or further away. These are literal “event horizons” of your now. It is by this interaction that we control our awareness, as we physically unable (at least in this state of mind, or this Point of View) to see beyond these points.

I suppose the use of this same model could also be expanded to include the arc of one’s entire life, with the birth and death being the event horizon points….(but I diverge….. :-B)

But our POV changes the shape of this lens. I suspect the lens has something to do with the Flower Of Life. As we adjust our POV via Intent, we expand our awareness and our Event Horizons expand further from our POV. I suppose when we meditate, we are sending these further and further.

Conversely when we are “being serious” and concentrating on the harsh realities (or perhaps better, just Focused On The Job At Hand (shorn of it’s external pressures of Why, just working on How) ) our lens is sharpy attuned, with our horizons closely at hand, as we feel certain one may collapse and take our corporeal form with it.

Mayhaps this is the mechanics of how we See Everything That Happens when we experience a dangerous event, or Livid Fear, or Pure Exhilaration. Indeed, this seems logical, as Don Juan Matus elucidates on how managing your relationship with Intent, and consequently as well as with your Awareness is key to managing the position of your Assemblage Point, as to where it intersects with your Egg.

This procedure then modulates how our egg intersects with the Eagle’s Emanations. (My understanding begins to waver here… :-/ ) When we can change the position of our AP on our egg, then we literally tune through the bands, much a radio here in this plane.

I understand this path takes tremendous energy, which must be conserved in one’s daily life. This appears to be an exercise of placing one’s self squarely into the now. Shedding unnecessary habits, silencing the internal dialog, and avoiding sexual intercourse will help you to store energy.

Here, I am uncertain exactly what the energy is, per se, only that it is required to drive your Awareness, as your POV lens comes closer and closer to the actual moment you are existing in. Suddenly I know what people are seeing when they say they have seen God (or at least one version anyways…).

They have intersected themselves firmly with their moment. I think the problems arise when trying to live in this fire, and still go about a daily life. I think the two, in many aspects may be directly incompatible. However it would seem that if you could maintain AN awareness in the Fire of the Moment (where both Event Horizons, past and future, have collided at your POV to form your Own Personal Singularity), then you could very likely be empowered to split off an additional awareness, which could then go about and perfrom menial tasks like copying, and butt kissing, and earning a paycheck; which it would go about and perform happily, because “you” would be aware of what was really going on, and how we are all playing the game!

So one can understand why it is important to have the energy to Maintain A Point Of Vew, in order to keep integrity, but lose self importance, and have compassion without pity; plus a whole host of other Points of View, absent of their Taking It Personally trappings.

Which is why Love and Laughter are Kings and Queens!



One of the very first discoveries leading to the Current Theories of the Quantum world was the fact that once you zoomed into reality far enough, it becomes impossible to pin things down. Look up Heisenberg or Schrödinger’s Cat for more details.

The short of it is, particles do not exist [i]per-se[/i], as we think of hard objects ordinarily. (aka Newtonian Physics) Electrons, protons, photons and the like are essentially collections or conglomerations of energy, often words like “packet” or “node” are used to describe particle behavior.

I love this clip, never get tired of watching it:

So we wave, until we look, then we are here. So we’re here as long as we are looking, but as soon as we look away, well, there we are!

So we are where we look. Damn….back to the Consciousness Lens again…but back to science…

Newtonian Physics are the results of the interactions of Magnetism and (Weak Nuclear?) (have to bone up on my Chemistry) IOW we experience the world at the level of interaction that takes place on Chemical and superficially Atomic Levels. (“experience” limited to within the realm of maths and measures)

Now, we have since learned that the packets that form particles can be described in terms of probabilities. IOW there is a bias in the background field that gives certain places a more likely chance of having an electron, or a photon. Just depends on the levels of energy exchange taking place.

Let’s talk about Vibrations. Everything vibrates. We’ve measured everything from Temperature to Harmonics of the fabric of Light itself.

Sympathetic Vibratory Physics is an interesting realm, where everything is vibrating because everything is vibrating. Here’s a link to the first Quantum Object hoomans have produced:


So here we are actually seeing an object that is phased onto itself as two objects occupying the same space; on vibrating, and one stationary. Is that the coolest or wot? B-)


If we imagine our selves as Wave 2 most of the time, then as we increase our vibrations we encounter the harmionics of other beings, or just a WAY of Being, that is Wave 3, 4 and so on.

This is from a Guitar String, but this principle applies to our entire spectrum of life.

And again, Bashar has got it going on, as IMHO when our reality blinks off, the Information of our Experience goes out and blends with infinity, only to zoom back and form our reality once again.



Your POV is beautiful. I agree that the changes may be accelerating, but I see every reason for the changes to Be Nice To Us, as opposed to much of the divisive and fear generating thought patterns some persons seem to find very exciting.

Sympathic vibrations will attract likeness of themselves. So many persons are here I think to raise the vibration for others. Maybe it will become easier to travel between these extremes more easily, as our Understanding will be increasing….

With Love Everyone!

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[SFX] WWII bomber sound.]

“Pilot to Bombardier, Pilot to Bomb Barter … We’re experienceing technical difficulties… We need a flimsy premise!

Roger Roger! Calling Mrs Premise!

[click-dialtone, rustling clatter, lo fi quality] ‘allo? This is Mrs Conclusion… Agnes is out with the cat at the moment…”

(TOGETHER) “We all hope she’ll be better soon.”

[sounds of bombs falling] Captain, We’ll all miss her.

“Well, your aim will get better with practice.”

“Duke, you’ve switched off your navi-computer.”

Well I aim too!

Chaplian! “We’ve got nothing but Mr. Blue Sky from now on.”

“He’s here? I thought it was the Bee Gees.”

“We’re losing control!”

“Well, pass more legislation!”

“We passed it miles ago, you should have said something before we left.”

“Well, I was right!”

There’s nothing we can do….. It’s Disco!

“Disco – Duck”

[School sounds kids laughing… fade in cheerleaders practicing]

ohhh… look at ~him~

ohyea look at the size of his feet.

Yea… but Fuzzy Duck Dyansty?

[Fuzz guitar, ala Joe Walsh/ Peter Frampton] “Yes I do!” Do you feel?” Do you feel like I do?”

[Ding! Ding! Ding!] )ala boxing ring

“Welcome ladies and gentlemen to the ka-nineth annual dog-eat-dog boxing rock-n-roll shoot out womp-petition! Tonights special guests are Joe Walsh! [w talk box] “Hello” Peter Frampton! “Hell-o there!”

Robbit the Robot Rabbit {furry rabbit version of Robbie the Robot}”What’s Up Doc?” And a Sinclair Computer!


“Mr Wizard? How do I tell the difference between and Actual Sign and merely My Imagination?”

“I have bad news Jimmy, there is really is no difference. But wait Jimmy, before you go and dunk your head in that vat of avid, Know that your consciousness enters into the universe almost exactly like the light enters the one side of this prison, and almost immediately escapes out the other side, but over here on this side as a fantastic rainbow of colors, just waiting for our surprise and enjoyment….”




Yes Virginia, there is a Santa Clause…

tooooooOOOO0000000 NITE’S! Program has been Brooaaaaaaauughhhhhh AUGHT! to you BUY BUY! Flesh Roasted Dark Stain Coffeeeeeeeee…. It’s Dark Stain Coffee is Flesh Roasted!


“What are you doing?” I’m Vowelling Out Gravefully!!!”


ALA “Hagar the Horrible”

Viking rader with significant goatee, ‘loaded for bear’, arms full -w- knife in mouth marches through the room and ~just~ as boot is about to door threshold, Lovely bouncy blond pigtail cleavage viking spouse pops up, Viking stops dead in his pose:

“You’ve not eat one bite today, you’re staying right here until you’ve had a bite to eat!” She holds out grog in one hand and sloppy pot in other. Viking stands on one leg, nervously… then….
[Brightly] Stuffs his goatee firmly into the slop pot; a giant sucking sound ensues (Ross Perot in the background]…. immediately folled by the grog. She beams with joy and wipes his beard and gives him a kiss… He grunts nice noises at her and the both go on their way.


Welcome once again to To Nites’ edition of Cognitive Dissonance! Tonight’s broadcast brought to you by Pigs! Not just for breakfast anymore!

On tonight’s CD, we’re going to be Distressing for Dollars!

Beware the Electric Cheese! We wear the Eclectic Sneeze! She does as she pleases…

[lowered, funeral home voice] This e-venn-ing’s prize is the ever present sound that softly and continuously emits it’s soothing resonant tone…. the artist has named this creation “The Pop Star Comes”


Now it’s time to play “Make with the Quantitative Already!”

“welcome lambs to the blessed lady of the holy assumption”


….. aaaAAAND WELCOME! to ~tonights version of Chicken Tomorrow!…. brought to you by our oldest and most steadfast sponder … Just Water.

[Tinkling Music]

“Oh hey there!” Is that Just Water you’re drinking?”

“Why yes! As a matter of fact it IS Just Water.”

Just Water… Try it today!

[Full-blown Church Assembly Choir Singing “Please Cheese Us!”]


“Hello there! This is Burnt Banana! Reporting to you live! from the scene of an atrocious atrocity, of such ferocious ferocity, immense animosity that we’re all down here running around like we’re on fire!”

“Burt! Burt! I have an urgent message for Burt Bananna!”
(ANGRILY) Hey! The name’s BURNT! BURNT BANANNA! I mean… look at me! (SMOULDERING) Do you think I’m named after goddamed Burt & Earnie?!?! JEEESUS! (SPITS ON GROUND, SIGHS HEAVILY) “Allright kid… what have you got?”

“There’s a naked man in the Mal-Wart!”

“What? Again?”


BOSS: (ON SPEAKER) “Yea… what?”
GUARD: “we’ve got another naked man entering the store”
BOSS: “What section is he headed towards?”
GUARD: “Looks like produce.”
BOSS: “Get Lydia, see if her team can herd him towards men swear.”

“Now he’s in plumbing.”
“He’s out of joints. Get Rollin Hand on the line.”

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4425 Woodhaven Drive
Morristown, TN 37813


POINTS WEST; Knoxville, etc)

From Interstate 81: Exit 8, Take 25E North (Davy Crockett Pkwy) {TURN LEFT, Essentially}
Travel for 6.4 Miles to Morris Blvd.
*Note the two construction zones at I-81 & as you approach Walter’s State Community Collge and the shopping center. {UPDATE, I think the road destruction is complete at this point}

NOTE: POINTS EAST can take EXIT 12, 160N
to 25E and save a few miles.

You’ll have an “Exit Only” lane…

Travel 1.6 miles, and just past the COOP Farm Store (on the right) you will…


Travel 1.2 miles and


Go about 1000 feet and


Go to the top of the hill and


House is at the bottom of the hill on the corner on the right. Please Park on the same side as the house. The block circles around if you need it.


POINTS NORTH, Harrogate, Etc.

Take 25E South into Morristown.

EXIT RIGHT at EXIT 2A, loop around then TURN RIGHT onto MORRIS BLVD, (away from town, go across the bridge) and then follow the directions above.

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New People, New Places; Networking Has New Importance


Depending upon where you find yourself these days, one maybe has been noticing that for some time now, the entire planet is experiencing a significant energetic shift. (No! Say it ain’t so!)

In my tiny circle, many persons seem to be divorcing, pulling up roots, relocating, transitioning, or otherwise experiencing circumstance that is cultivating tremendous flux in their lives. My own domestic sphere is included, as it has undergone tremendous expansion, division, and acceleration merely since the May of 2013… *whew*

Observations would certainly seem to indicate that the overall ‘flux’ or consciousness of the planet is ‘on the rise’ or ‘accelerating’. {These qualities we can’t-quite-yet-measure can be difficult to describe; it is my hope that your own subjective observations are in some accordance with my divulgences here…}

Our immersion into this state seems to be also propogating a polarizing effect among persons. I sincerely believe that reality is becoming so ‘thin’, that false pretenses and blocked ways of living are no longer functioning as they were originally … um… ‘installed’ (?)… and some folks who are still attached to those modes are literally ‘losing their minds’; becoming lost in tiny circles….

More and more now I see opportunites to ‘make up my mind’. This phrase reaches me rather literally. (see?) Now, one may say, “no man is an island”. True. Reality maybe a reflection from the inside of our Egg, but regardless there is The Agreement we all share that allows this text have structure and meaning for you. Quite the miracle that it works as well as it does… eh?

It is this new vibration we find ourselves, new territory for many of us.

Last May I found in the span of 24 hours, one door closed and another opened, and I was propelled into the most wonderful community of individuals, all joined by a (somewhat) collective faith. Come to find out, this great circle of folks was in itself formed of the fragments of other recently disbanded circles; so synchronicity seems to have stitched together this entire affair!

My observations since then have slowly revealed to me this: NETWORKING AMONGST OUR FELLOW HUMANS IS CRITICAL.

Reality is more fluid now than it has been since, I supppose, before the Kali Yuga.
Thankfully we have now exited that dark age, and are entering into the Next Great Age Of Light. (or choose a better name if you like) :p

The point being, It would certainly seem we get to make up much of our reality now, just like we have the chance to Make Up Our Minds. So as we can all agree on how we desire to live our lives, sharing our ideas, expressing our amazement at the ‘luck’, alignment, synchronicity or other amazing things we are all experiencing individually, I highly suspect reality will have much less difficulty in following us, encouraging us even, to find us all here together living life the way we wanna. :)

So if you feel compelled, take a chance. Talk to that stranger. Share with your friends. It’s maybe more important than one first imagines……..

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It’s the feedback, or more particuarlaly, if it occurs.


Any media recording is a beacon, marker, or point indicator in timespace. The very nature of feedback itself serves as a ‘spike’ throughout the local paralells, much in the same way an atomic blast penetrates deeper into the local strata than many mundane events…

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A Proposal for a Better World Club Cup

A Proposal for a Better World Club Cup
by Matthew Aloisio
December 4, 2012 at 2:39pm

FIFA Off Target with World Club Cup

FIFA, under the Sepp Blatter regime, are blowing the opportunity for a year-end, week long, global showcase of the world’s greatest sport on the club level with their poor management of the World Club Cup (WCC). The importance of this tournament and what it could mean to the fans and the game itself cannot be overstated. Just within our grasp, fans, players and FIFA alike, is the opportunity to crown an actual world champion, on the club level, in a tournament that is looked upon as not just an important part of the season but as the pinnacle of the year. It deserves more than the second hand attention it now receives as just another schedule lengthening exhibition that the sporting world has a hard time viewing as valid. Being a solutions oriented type of guy, the following is a proposal to lift the WCC out of its current doldrums and elevate it to its proper place as the centerpiece of the world’s most beloved sport, futbol.

The biggest problem facing the WCC is one of perspective. The first perspective is that of top-flight managers and their respective front offices viewing the WCC as a burden on their team’s time and energy only adding to an already busy calendar. Second, the perspective of the fans that have a hard time believing the WCC is capable of producing a legitimate world champion. For one, they cannot be convinced that a team from Auckland New Zealand can be among the top seven teams in the world and have a chance, even if highly improbable, to be labeled as the best club in the world.

To be fair, in recent years FIFA has demonstrated a growing interest in promoting the tournament and have taken steps to ensure that there is a sense of a true world champion when it installed the WCC to become the replacement of the Intercontinental Cup. The new tournament took an important step by discarding the notion that only champions of Europe or South America could be named world’s best club. Several different formats have been tried but as of now the field is open to seven clubs, the champions of the six confederations of FIFA (UEFA, CONEMBOL, CONCACAF, AFC, CAF and Oceania) and the domestic league champion of the host country which is involved in a play-in game with the Oceania club for a spot in the final six. Under this format the UEFA Champions League victor as well as the one from the Copa Libertadores receive an automatic placement into the semi-finals. This represents a good start but it is apparent that FIFA has not gone far enough in identifying and addressing the issues that keep the WCC from producing a respected and strong field of competitors from which a truly laudable world champion would emerge while at the same time being a week long celebration of the year in club football.

The first perspective, attributed to the concerns of management especially in the premiere European leagues, will now be addressed. Most of the arguments presented in opposition to the WCC center around questionable scheduling problems. The complaint lodged is that the club is knee deep in fixtures in numerous competitions, including one or more of the following, domestic league, domestic cup action and the UEFA Champions League or the Europa Cup. In addition, clubs routinely watch a number of their top players take leave for international duty. There is certainly a level of legitimacy to this stance but there are measures that can be taken to ease to work load of the players including limiting the number of exhibition games that clubs play and eliminating what soon could be irrelevant competitions such as the UEFA Super Cup. What needs to be said is that the real cure for these “scheduling difficulties” is the obvious, financial reward. Comparing the UEFA Champions League prize money structure to that of the WCC, we can see the inequity between purses, a core reason behind opposition to the present format. An example is the 2010-2011 season in which Barcelona defeated Manchester United to win the UEFA Champions League title and took home 9,000,000 Euros, 11,000,000 USD at current currency exchange rates, just for winning the final. A year later, after winning the WCC, they took home less than half of that amount, 3,800,000 Euros or 5,000,000 USD. The above figure only accounts for approximately twenty percent of Barca’s total UEFA haul. When adding in the money won for round advancement, 21,500,000 Euros plus market pool share of television distribution, their entire take was over 50,000,000 Euros. That is not to suggest that the WCC purse should exceed 30,000,000 Euros at this time but to have the world champion collect on a payday, that is not even half of what the winner of one of the participating confederations takes home, is outrageous. To have the top clubs in the world begin to devote more of their time and energy to the development of this tournament, a payday for the winner cannot be less then 11,500,000 Euros or 15,000,000 USD. However, elevating the purse is only part of the solution. This would need to be combined with an aggressive marketing campaign promoting the tournament globally. This would lead to new deals, which should raise the television revenue for each club involved. Additional profits that would be reaped from accompanying merchandise sales would undoubtedly be huge. The increased financial boon combined with the bourgeoning prestige of winning the WCC title could go a long way in allaying the fears of the most staunchly opposed front office.

Of course money alone would not bring legitimacy to the tournament. The perspective of many in the sporting world, whether journalists, fans or club employees themselves, is that the present format garners little respect as a mechanism to produce a valid, untarnished world champion. Traditionally it has been acknowledged that the best club teams reside in Europe or South America, with this in mind it is hard to expect the fan base to accept that a team from New Zealand should be considered in the running for the world’s best club. This is not meant to be an attack on New Zealand; it is an attack on the existence of Confederation Oceania. The departure of Australia from Oceania to the Asian Football Confederation a few years ago stripped the confederation of any genuine influence it might have had on the global game. Lofty goals require bold decisions. FIFA should disband Oceania and constrict to five federations. All clubs formerly with Oceania would be incorporated into the AFC. If FIFA were comprised of five confederations, the WCC format would be open to more reform. Under this new proposal the tournament would be expanded to eight contestants consisting of the champions of the five confederations as well as three other qualifying positions. The reason for the expansion is two fold; firstly to elevate the competitive and skill level of the clubs involved and secondly in the interest of fair play. In a tournament of this magnitude and scope, no team should be given the advantage of a bye no matter how elite. Acknowledging that the top footballing clubs are either European or South American, clubs from these regions would fill two of the new spots. The European representative would be the Europa Cup champion while the winner of the Copa Sudamericana would also join the field. A bonus to these additions is a boost in prestige for these two tournaments, which would increase the level of interest and play. Another positive would be with renewed interest in the Europa Cup, UEFA would not have to consider getting rid of the tournament completely and watering down the Champions League as they are contemplating now.

So now with seven of the eight spots filled for the revamped tourney, careful thought must go into how the last club would be chosen. To ensure the integrity of the newly formatted tournament, in respect to strength of competition among the fielded teams, the previous year’s WCC champion would earn the berth over a club from the host country. The stronger the field, the better the tournament. It is foreseeable that the previous champion could qualify for the WCC by winning their respective confederation. In that case, the club that they beat, in their confederation’s champions league final, would receive the invite. The next step is seeding the teams. The tournament would be organized in a knockout style, as it currently exists. In a tip of the hat to futbol tradition, there would be two brackets with the European champion receiving the number one seed in one bracket and the champions of South American getting the first seed in the other bracket. FIFA’s current official club ranking at the time of the seeding would determine the overall number one. In addition, the Copa Sudamericana winner would be placed in the same bracket as the UEFA champion while the holder of the Europa Cup would be placed in the bracket with the Copa Libertadores winner. FIFA’s club ranking would then determine seeding for the rest of the field.

As for scheduling the tournament, with the WCC now consisting of eight clubs, the tournament could be held in nine days cutting two days off the present schedule, which is December 6th through the 16th. Two first round matches would be played on opening day, a Saturday. The first match would feature the team from the confederation that is currently hosting the event. The next two first round matches would kickoff on Sunday. The semi-finals would begin when Saturday’s winners face off on Tuesday while Wednesday would see the victors from Sunday square off in the second semi-final. Two more days of rest and buildup before the consolation match would be held on the second Saturday. All this leads up to the grand final on Sunday. The tournament could still be held in mid December and would be the last official action of soccer’s calendar year. There is one scheduling kink, which involves the Copa Sudamericana, which would need to be worked out. This year that competition crowns it’s champion on December 12th, which falls right in the middle of this year’s WCC. The difference seems close enough that minor scheduling adjustments on both sides would enable FIFA to remove this impediment to the successful design of a reconfigured WCC.

Hosting the tournament is not given much coverage here because there are plenty of people more qualified to make decisions concerning infrastructure, logistics and other relevant issues. It should be pointed out that in the interest of all involved, the confederations should be placed in a rotation with each having the chance to host the tournament. Not only is this fair but also would be a vehicle to continue to promote and grow the game globally.

To achieve a goal of this magnitude will take a lot of work and shakeups to the status quo. However, if FIFA is serious about their commitment to the future of the WCC then it would seem wise to seriously consider proposals such as this if they want a world club championship tournament that is perceived and treated as strong and legitimate. If they do this, FIFA may actually finally be on target for their much anticipated and long awaited goal.

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